I'm not over it
Erin: hey did you delete the folder of the pictures from my wedding?
cause I was just looking and then they disappeared
Adriana: yes
Erin: bummer
Adriana: well they ARE my pictures
Erin: can I get them from you someday
no I know but I liked them
they are the only good ones taken at the wedding
Adriana: see, i dont think so. you wanted me out of your life and I'm just trying to comply
Erin: I never said I wanted you out of my life
never
I moved out that's it
Adriana:
excuse me??
Erin:
you told me you wouldnt let this ruin our friendship
Adriana:
i CLEARLY remmeber you saying that you will NEVER be my friend again when I said that i still wanted to be
Erin: every time I;ve tried to talk i don't get anywhere
Adriana: yeah, that's before you called me a cunt
Erin: no I said that it would be hard to just going back to being normal
well people say terrible things when they;re upset..... pretty sure we both did
Adriana: no no, you told me i was delusional if i thought that we could still be friends and that i betrayed you
Erin: but I'm not fighting with you now. I'm done i would just love to get the pictures from you
Adriana: sure, but i didnt cause this
Erin: that's fine
I'd still like to get them from you some time
and I'm over everything anyway. we haven't talked in a long time
Adriana: true
yet life still went on
Erin: of course it did
Adriana: see i didnt think it would
Erin: you didnt think life would go on?
Adriana: and tehn i remembered that i lived here for a year without you
Erin: yes
Adriana: and that this is my town, and that i have a family here
Erin: yes
Adriana: so im good, i mourned and moved on
Erin: well then that's good
Adriana: and im sorry but as of right now I cant think of you without feeling nauseous so until that changes Im good with things staying the way they are
Erin: that's ashame
Adriana: cause what you did was a pretty shitty thing to do
Erin: yes and the same for you
Adriana: i did nothing
i only acted after you changed things
Erin: mm hmm
I'm not talking about this any more
Adriana: fine
Erin: we won;'t get any where
and it will start all over again
what happened happened
it's done
Adriana: have a nice life
i really dont need this
Erin: you're still heated
lol
Adriana: fuck yeah im still heated
Erin: wow.
Adriana: i was fooled for years thinking you were someone you were not
Erin: righttttt
I'm glad you moved on though since it affected you so much
hopefully your life will be soooo much better
Adriana: look have a anice lonely life with a husband that is not right for you. thanksfully i have great friends taht made me realize that i dont need you in my life
Erin: but it seems this is still bothering you
which is sad
Adriana: oh fuck you and your lonely life
we are done
Adriana is now off line
Adriana is now online
Adriana: actually wait, you say that it still affects me yet I'm not the one that's called you and try to talk to you
you miss me
and you KNOW you fucked up cause you will need me
so yea, im still heated
Erin: I don't call to talk to you
Adriana: cause you meant something to me
Erin: And I don't need you
Adriana: yeah.... sure
Erin: cause I have moved on and don't let this bother me
Adriana: you've needed me since the first day we met
Erin: I'm doing extremely well for myself and actually do more than when I was with you.
Adriana: oh well and that's not a petty lie or anything...
Erin: And like you haven't needed me
Adriana: remember that i know you better than you know yourself
Erin: no actually not
like you would even know
Adriana: i live here WITHOUT YOU for a year
so obv not
Erin: cause you aren't in my life anymore
Adriana:
AND I DIDNT PICK I COLLEGE BECAUSE YOU WENT THERE
so yeah
Erin: oooo
throw it in my face
Adriana: oh i will
you came here BECAUSE OF ME
Erin: mm hmm
Adriana: so dont tell me you didnt need me
Erin: and I care why?
Adriana:
you used me as a crutch for years
Erin: I did not
Adriana: because you should care
and the fact taht you dont is completeley fucked up
i tried to be civil, but you were AWFUL those last few days
and yeah it sucks the way shit ended and im nauseous everytime i think of you
but it doesnt change the fact that when i offered you friendship you threw it in my face
FOR A DOG!
so now its me that really doesnt want you in my life
and yeah, im going to be pissed about this for a while, cause you mattered
Erin: yet you haven't moved on
Adriana: its been a month. excuse me if i cant just feel ok with the fact taht my bestfriend of 4 years turned out to be a cunt
so no, ive not moved on
that's how shits supposed to be
Erin: ok
have a good rest of the day I have to run
Adriana: sure
good bye
Fine, I'm petty a five year old that's ruled by her emotions, so sue me.
Dec 2nd